A despairing man - Judas who slipped away from Jesus.
I think that Judas’ sad end of life is fairly well known.. was it necessary? why did he?
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In Jesus' final week he was often in the Temple. By day (only) he frequented Jerusalem, openly, except for the last night.. What about the other Jerusalem Temple mentions - was there a pattern? Did Jesus visit Jerusalem and its Temple regardless of danger? He would not put God to the test, would he?